He is a very sweet and gentle man except for one thing! Love making! My husband has never really been interested in love making ever since I met him. I can't remember him initiating sex at any point. I have to seduce him really hard or beg for it. We talked about it before marriage and he told me that sex was not every man's thing.
At the beginning of this month something shocking happened! I took 3 days off work and went o visit my sick mother in Fontem. When I got to Fontem I realised that my mother was in better health than my sister who lives with her made it sound. I decided to go back to Yaounde after spending two days with her. I did not call my husband to tell him I was going to be home a day early. I wanted it to be a surprise.
When I got to our two bedroom apartment in Medong, I heard groaning sounds coming from our bedroom. My heart started raising! I couldn't believe my husband was cheating on me. I immediately went straight to the room and kicked the door down! Omg! Nothing in this life prepared me for what I saw that day. My husband was in bed with his "best friend"!
I woke up in hospital with my husband by my side. He looked so worried, he told me we should not discuss what happened in the hospital. He then also told me I was pregnant according to the doctor. I have been wishing for a baby for three years but the news did not make me forget the sight of my husband with another man in bed. Was he gay? I asked myself. I have heard stories about these things but never thought I knew or was married to one of them.
After a day at the hospital the doctor said it was ok to go home. While home my husband told me it was the first time he had done that with his friend and that he will never do it again. He begged me not to leave him. Something in his voice told me he was lying. I knew it wasn't the first or the last time.
KB readers, I don't know what to do. Should I stay in my marriage and share my husband with another man or walk away with my baby. I am 30 and I am afraid of starting all over again. Also what do I tell my friends and family? I feel so confused and ashamed. Am I not beautiful enough to satisfy my husband? Please help me...